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Honestly, nothing about this post makes sense, not with anything I’ve done with this blog before….Nothing between the title and this post. I don’t even know what this post is, and so with intentionality lost, I’m allowing it to just….be.
Today was bittersweet and I’m not really sure what to make of it.
I woke up and went to the Silo for QT. No one there, but I don’t blame my boys, i missed mine when I was in their shoes.
Studied for my NPB Lab practical.
Went to pay my course materials fee and found that if I’m up to the challenge of hunting down and trekking to three different departments, I might get it waived – $135 is a lot.
Got a bagel at the MU.
I broke my laptop today. I want to blame the girl who cut me off and forced me into a huge billboard… in front of everyone. But then again, maybe I should have just gotten off. I could live with the fact that I was humiliated in front of everyone, as a boarder its an occupational hazard. But why the laptop? Why right before finals? Fortunately, the hard ware is ok. Unfortunately, screens are expensive to replace.
Picked up my cap and gown. Met D.Roh as he left, and Tori came in after me and we chatted for a good hour. Got joined by Samantha and Chloe for a little bit.
Met Oaxaca peeps. Walked with Liz to her bus stop and walked Anna to her class(where we ran into Denise) before heading off to the library where I met Samantha again. Chatted to Olson at which point I went to the library and spent 20 minutes trying to find a seat. (Finals are upon us once again).
Studied for NPB lab practical.
Got dinner with Chris at DC, and had a good talk with a Pre-Me hopeful. Hopefully, he will avoid the errors I made at his age.
Studied for NPB lab practical.
Went to the room where it was announced that since one of the TA’s had given out the answers to one of the test forms, the prof. decided to cancel the practical. Eff. I needed that practical.Now I am debating whether I should take it next week, but worried that I won’t be able to study for it as well as if I had it today.Why did I get stuck with the hard TA?
Went home.
Checked the mail.
Stopped by 35 on an impulse because the tv was on. Chilled, watching So You Think You Can Dance with Anna, Tiff, Michelle, Jean, and Sharon. Thank you for the tea and bread with hummus.
Came home.
Mellow. Its 11 and studying is the furthest thing from my mind. What to doooooo….. well congratulations, at least you just spent 15.5 hours in my shoes.
Well, here’s a passage I have been meditating on for the past week or so:
“Listen to me, you who pursue righteousness and who seek the LORD : Look to the rock from which you were cut and to the quarry from which you were hewn; look to Abraham, your father, and to Sarah, who gave you birth.
When I called him he was but one, and I blessed him and made him many.
The LORD will surely comfort Zion and will look with compassion on all her ruins; he will make her deserts like Eden, her wastelands like the garden of the LORD.
Joy and gladness will be found in her, thanksgiving and the sound of singing.
“Listen to me, my people; hear me, my nation: The law will go out from me; my justice will become a light to the nations. My righteousness draws near speedily, my salvation is on the way, and my arm will bring justice to the nations. The islands will look to me and wait in hope for my arm. Lift up your eyes to the heavens, look at the earth beneath; the heavens will vanish like smoke, the earth will wear out like a garment and its inhabitants die like flies. But my salvation will last forever, my righteousness will never fail.
“Hear me, you who know what is right, you people who have my law in your hearts: Do not fear the reproach of men or be terrified by their insults. For the moth will eat them up like a garment; the worm will devour them like wool.
But my righteousness will last forever, my salvation through all generations.”
Awake, awake! Clothe yourself with strength, O arm of the LORD; awake, as in days gone by, as in generations of old.
Was it not you who cut Rahab to pieces, who pierced that monster through?
Was it not you who dried up the sea, the waters of the great deep, who made a road in the depths of the sea so that the redeemed might cross over?
The ransomed of the LORD will return.
They will enter Zion with singing; everlasting joy will crown their heads.
Gladness and joy will overtake them, and sorrow and sighing will flee away.
“I, even I, am he who comforts you. Who are you that you fear mortal men, the sons of men, who are but grass, that you forget the LORD your Maker, who stretched out the heavens and laid the foundations of the earth, that you live in constant terror every day because of the wrath of the oppressor, who is bent on destruction? For where is the wrath of the oppressor? The cowering prisoners will soon be set free; they will not die in their dungeon, nor will they lack bread.
For I am the LORD your God, who churns up the sea so that its waves roar—the LORD Almighty is his name. I have put my words in your mouth and covered you with the shadow of my hand— I who set the heavens in place, who laid the foundations of the earth, and who say to Zion, ‘You are my people.’ ”
Isaiah 51:1-16
Sometimes, coming to the end of a day and just being content is enough. I normally sign off with Soli Deo gloria…. but this seemed more appropriate:
Coram Deo